Currently Listening Ys By Joanna Newsom see related

     two things have recently been bothering me about christianity. the first being the idea of god as human. the second being the nature of jesus. there is admitadely very little written about the actual life of jesus in the bible and this bothers me. it's lead me to two conclusions.*

1.the crucifiction of jesus christ is in fact more important than his life itself and only served the purpose of an exercise in god and a sacrifice for humanity.

2. since his death and resurection was in fact more important than his life previous he is NOT the moral/ spiritual arch-type for humanity.

3. he is not the spiritual moral arch-type for humanity( god in human form, jesus) because we as human beings cannot comprehend what god in human form is.

4. the denouncing of humanity in the bible and the constant fall of humans tells us that this is in fact impossible. therefore he cannot have operated on a higher level than humanity to be god, to operate on a higher level than humanity, does not make him human.

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5. therefore the existence of jesus as god can only be explained as the introspection and self-awareness of  god through humanity. therefore god must exist through humanity.

6. the sacrificial death of jesus is a self perpetuating a cycle, in which god serves god.

-deeper than christianity and more secular-

7.  therefore truth is something that is self perpetuating and moves in a cycle

8. in all actuality these cycles exist in infinity

9. infinity does not have time

10. we do not exist in infinity

* this list is based on a few assumptions - that god does in fact exist ( the jewish god) - that god has pre-determined everything, includind the bible.  both of these are taken from the bible. and last of all this list is a presentation of the few incongruencies i see in the bible as of now- and does not necessarily reflect future opinions